迎接新的一年 ～

今天是２０１０年的最后一天
过了今天
就是全新的一天
也是全新的一年
２０１１年即将开始。。。

你一时对我的好，对我的冷淡
令我束手无策
我该怎么办？
你究竟表达着什么？
我不明白
我怕我对你有误解
静静的。。。
凌晨三点了
我还是想不通
我承认我是个笨蛋
你能不能说明白一点
让我知道
你为什么要对我那么好？
你为什么又会对我冷淡？

你对我朋友那么好
我吃醋
你拥有我朋友的电话号码
我更吃醋
为什么我会吃醋
因为你从没告诉过我
别认为这是小事
如果你是我
你会怎么想？

心，
留着血
痛着
我知道现在这些已经不重要
现在重要的是

我什么时候能够走出有你的世界？
我什么时候能习惯过着没有你的生活？

新的一年就快开始了
我是不是该振作起来？
是不是该把不开心的事忘记？
是不是该把你放走？

新的一年会有新的希望

振作～振作～振作～

无聊的圣诞节

昨晚是平安夜，无聊的度过，整个人就离不开电视，不是看电视就是上网，快变宅女了。我要告诉我自己，我要快快找工作 ！晚上，发烧了，无端端的，不懂为什么。。

25-12-2010
10.17PM
身体好很多了
传了一封简讯给他
问他能不能出来
他头痛，我失望
没心情了
不想说话

10.44PM
跟我的朋友吵架
我病了，他还要硬要我去
经过我们慢慢谈之后
我们没事了，呵呵
如果我和他能酱，慢慢谈
谈了没事就好

5.35PM
如果我现在没有不舒服，我已经在巴士上了。。。 >.<
丢下我朋友一个，真的不好意思
要他一个人去，很过意不去
啊。。。 怎么办？
真的很对不起他

December ~

SPM almost over... im finish to tie up the SBPT books, want the books fast fast disappear in front of my eyes... have a gotong-royong soon, because my room really very messy, books everywhere, haha .. Im totally free, haha, but he busy, aiyaya...when i preparing exam, he free, feels sorry that i less accompany him. Now im free, but he have to work, this job is very very important for him. Nevermind, en keep waiting him, hees..

What a boring holidays, want to work with my buddy, no car, gek sei me, so i have to help my dad sell tau fu fa, feels tat i become tau fu fa mei, dun wan dun wan >.<

This fews days are the most terrible day for me, i even can't eat and sleep. What happened to me ?! Thinking all the night, can't sleep, fb accompany me and his photos ^^ . That is enough for me. 知足常乐 always in my mind.. Thanks for my friend and my bro, they really take care of me this fews day although im emo and always scold them, thank you very muchie~



Want go lost world with my lovely friends this thursday, but im having p now, erh~ hate tat, duno can go or not >.< I lost my OXY !! i cant find it! OXY where are you? I need you now, come fight with pimples on my face ...

Yesterday night, my friend, WL told me that he had a bad dream that i dun wan him anymore... Why similar with him , he oso told me before that he had a bad dream same like WL, argh.. why this two people same de? WL, i will not dun wan you, we buddies, our relationship can close like adik-beradik, ya i think so...



Im period-ing.. and emo-ing..when i chat with friends, sometime really gek, and even can't control myself, feels fustrating. But.. when i msg with him... i dun noe how to describe, just.. he really important to me ^^



Christmas is coming ~ exciting, love the feels of christmas ~ i want celebrate christmas with him ! Hope he free ♥